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I think there’s a difference between intelligence and knowledge. There are plenty of people with letters after their names who only know figures and dates. It’s possible to know a lot of facts but not know anything at all.

Richey Edwards 

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Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me, what’s my lesson? Look right through me, look right through me 2 weeks ago with 1 note
#Life

Chapter 6

In life you only get one shot. You get one opportunity and very rarely are there second chances available. Especially in the 21st century world we live in today. The moments and the people that step into your life impact you one way or another and it changes you forever.

Impacts – PEOPLE whether it be mean bitchy using hurtful people or people who care, who you can relate to – all these people that step into our lives – they somehow, “own,” us in a way that I believe, because whenever you get to know someone, whoever they may be, and whatever they do to you, its almost as if they’ve taken a part of your soul, regardless of the fact that they may have had a negative impact on you o a positive. The point is – people – and their interactions with us – it builds experiences – experiences which mould our lives, develops us as people as we learn and these impacts change us forever.


every person is an individual, and their ability to think is perhaps unique but understand that the fundamentals of conformity and human adaptation and how the majority of humans think about the same thing, and are dumbed down to one level and constantly fed with ideas that are planted in their brains subconsciously or directly throughout their whole lives through means of television, media and all other exposures.

“thought,” is not what makes a person entirely different, but it is the ROOT of the THOUGHT – THE IDEA which makes a person more unique. An idea can be planted into someone’s head but they way they interpret the idea or formulate it further in their minds can be unique and different.

I’ve never really felt personally obliged to identify myself. I’ve felt like the entire world is mine since an early age, and I don’t really consider my current location, the place where I live, I don’t really consider it as, “HOME.” See, this is a false identity. People tell us that where we live, it’s what belongs to us, our home, we own it, but they’re wrong. Home is not the little boxes lined up parallel or circular or meet up at intersections neatly filed next to one another with their windows and doors, these are not homes. These are just THINGS. Things, things, things. Lots of different things that people have. And when people don’t have things they eel the need to go buy them. Lots of material excess.  A normal life – some may call it a luxury, others may not, but whatever you want to call it – it’s a mainstream life.  A mainstream American lifestyle.

It’s life an infection. Everyone has been infected with this selfish disease – one where people are so utterly brainwashed into a singular mono way of thinking. A close, parasitical way of thinking. A thought – an idea – that their lives are the way they’re suppose to live. The way they live is apparently human nature. It’s all wrong. Non of us are suppose to live like this.

But these are all the by-products of Capitalism. Too many plastic people around – too many plastic  things around.

Our technological and scientific advances are all blessings to make our lives more convenient —— but why and what is this convenience needed for? All these THINGS that are made for us – they’re all distractions from our busy working lives.


In essence – the human race is participating in a big euthanasia experiment. All these distractions and rules in our lives, and the money, they are all here to assist with our involuntary suicide. IT’s not knife crime and guns that kill people. It’s the idea and circumstances and problems behind the motives that kill people. And these ideas and problems are not created by people. They are created by society and society is not just about people, it’s about the things we are exposed to as well. The people are only here to perpetuate these ideas further, to carry out the crime, to do the dirty work. Our problems as humans is that we have learnt to be greedy and selfish and we find ourselves revolving around things that are not important in LIFE. And the importance of things are only imprinted into our minds and influence us when we are constantly exposed and habituated as such – all to our surroundings and what we see. What we see in this world in our surroundings, is that MONEY is important, HUMAN RELATIONSHIPS and LOVE is the only way to bring happiness in ones life and that MATERIAL GAINS are fundamentally important. People – certain people in our society are DEGRADING and OPPESSIVE.

If someone is called a psycho all their life, they will then live out that reputation. If you expose hatred and fighting and violence – the people will follow it. People only learn from what they see, people follow from what they hear see and get influenced by their environment.

Ultimately all these things that we are exposed to through media, television etc are all here to captivate us, allow it to influence us and then allow it to take over our lives. Our instincts get habituated like this, and we almost act according to what we see and hear reflexively. Our attitudes, beliefs and decisions are heavily influenced by mass controllers. We are all but fear influenced consumers working to help the rich. But the thing is, people know this, most people are in fact aware of how the world works, but to keep their sanity they choose to ignore it and carry on, following the system, choosing to become corrupt just like everybody else, because they can’t find a solution to it, they can’t find a remedy that will take it away. Capitalism at its best, a system supported by money – a piece of  paper that rules our lives and it’s daily efforts of it’s civilians who work, work, work to keep the world revolving.

The human race is damned. They are all in limbo. All working towards the same thing. And they are all being DISTRACTED, they never think of what’s deeply important – and when you prompt them- they tell you, you’re a mistake for thinking that deeply. They voluntarily choose  not to involve themselves in that mindset of deep thinking, because it’s a threat to them. Ignorance has prevailed far too much. It’s almost like a genetic malfunction in most people – how they can be so blind to the truth, even worse, those who are proud of it, those who are fully aware and choose to ignore it and stay away and keep in their safety, and those who know and can’t figure out how to escape it.


But people are only happy because they have never suffered, they have never been in a position that would threaten their existence. Why? Because they are all conformed in an environment of safety, a setting of false “peace,” and calmness, a warless zone of ORDER. So, I’ve been aware of this far too long, I’ve come across others, I’ve noticed lots of people know the world works like this but what else can they be but helpless and choose to ignore it. People are too happy. That’s their problem.

I’m a grateful person – always – happy with the blessings of live and happy to be in a better position then those in non-developing countries for example. I love life, I like the little things in life. But the bigger picture is what destroys everything.

We’re all humans and we all have the ablity to change, but the problem is people just don’t like change – well they don’t like REAL change. Thoughts can be powerful. They determine who we are. Ideas that penetrate our minds – they define us too. The human race has become so low of themselves? It disgusts me sometimes how I’m part of it.

The question is – where do you stand in all this chaos around you? What’s your purpose? What do you need to do to prove to yourself that you can win this “game?” Stick around and be the same as everyone else?

Every decision we make in life is for US.

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Excellent. 

Excellent. 

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Being smart isn’t about having good grades in school - it’s about being able to have own thoughts, being able to see the world different and being able to educate yourself - which means to learn about things people won’t talk about anymore

— Someone (via violate-this-noble-war)

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AMEN! niggashits
aw I miss Karen where is KAREN KAREN ALYSSA WHERE ARE YOU

AMEN! niggashits

aw I miss Karen where is KAREN KAREN ALYSSA WHERE ARE YOU

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AMEN!

AMEN!

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“this kid follows me everyday and throws notebooks at me and tells me im a loner. i really want to punch him.” - ANONYMOUS

GOD I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND A KID WHO FUCKING BULLIES ANOTHER KID. SEE THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I UNDERSTAND WHY SHOOTINGS HAPPEN. PEOPLE IN SCHOOL GET TREATED LIKE SHIT, GET SHOVED IN THE LOCKERS, GET PULLED OF THEIR FEET BY THEIR COLLARS, ARE CALLED INSULTING NAMES, AND DROPPED IN THE TRASH CAN, AND THROWN STUFF AT THEM, ARE KICKED AND PUNCHED, WHY WOULDN’T A KID WHO GETS TREATED LIKE THAT WANT TO BLOW THEIR FUCKING HEADS OFF WITH A GUN. IT’S NO WONDER SO MANY TEENAGERS HAVE HOMICIDAL AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. “BUT BULLYING CAN NEVER BE AS BAD AS MURDER,” - OH PLEASE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP. GOD THE SOCIETY IS SO FUCKED IN THE HEAD. AND THE WORST THING IS NO ONE DOES JACK SHIT ABOUT THIS. SCHOOLS HAVE FUCKED UP REGULATIONS - SO IF YOU TRY DEFEND YOURSELF - YOU BOTH GET FUCKING SUSPENDED OR EXPELLED EVEN IF YOU WERE IN THE INNOCENCE. GOD SO MANY FUCKING HYPOCRITES AND LIARS OUT THERE WHO JUST WANT TO SAVE THEIR OWN ASS. SO MANY PEOPLE ARE JUST FUCKING SELFISH. I SAY - BELIEVE IN YOURSELF - AND FUCK THE WORLD. THAT’S IT.

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When I am gone, you will all have this to ponder and maybe realize why I did what I did. A little push in front of other kids is a very big deal, particularly when you know it’s gonna happen to you every single day, every single day, every single day, you are almost relieved when it actually happens. You are always waiting, waiting for the next attack. They don’t just hurt kids, they make you hurt yourself. I cant take two more years of this, and the more they call me the mad bomber, the more they are scaring themselves. They dont know what am capable of, they dont know what I can do, and then there’s the sanctuary of home sweet home. So, the play, yes Mr. do-gooder, why does he even bother? Doesn’t he know its already too late? Sometimes I see the way things could’ve been, I just wish I could be the person she thinks I am. Kids can be the most ruthless people in the world. They can just be supernaturally cruel. You’ve got to be a man! Be a man! BE A MAN! Sometimes you just wanna cry. Sometimes hate is the only real thing in the world. You can stop loving someone, but hate seems to go on forever. People respect hate. It speaks, it vibrates. Some people don’t even need a gun to hurt you. They use words or laughter. They enjoy watching you bleed to death. They get off watching you fighting back the tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, wanting to cry, and they give you a name: Trashcan, pizzaface, loser, faggot, loser, weirdo, spaz, retard. You know the name does something to you. It changes who you are, it alters your molecules and one day you wake up and you look in the mirror and you don’t recognize yourself anymore, because you believe them. They win you lose. You wanna cry, please leave me alone, but nobody listens, because nobody cares, because you don’t have a name anymore because they took it away, and then one day they say that name and you hear something go snap. You realize what you gotta do, you gotta take back your name and you’ve gotta do it in front of the whole school because that’s where they took your name away from you. You gotta do it so every kid will remember. This is about justice and after a while you can only think of one way: Jonesboro, Springfield, Paducah, Columbine, a gun, a bomb, instant justice, Ba-bang! But what a rush when they roll out that yellow tape, miles and miles of yellow tape. They won’t have enough when I’m finished. So when these hallways are flooded with rivers of blood, when these hallways are choked with their corpses in body bags you all say oh what a tragedy, oh what a tragedy, but possibly after viewing my tapes, you wont be so quick to judge. Maybe that’s why I was put in this earth. So consider this my last will and testament.

Trevor - [BANG BANG YOU’RE DEAD]

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HYOOOOOO

HYOOOOOO

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